Almost There

I can not believe that in one month and two days I will no longer have an infant, but a toddler. I never really believed that time would fly so fast. I thought because I stay home and take care of the baby and the house that time would slow down. But not, it speeds up! I feel so blessed for my little family. How much everything has changed in one year. In one year I went from single life to married life. From wishing for a child to becoming a mommy. All the experiences this past year have been grand and I truly treasure all the memories. I think it still really hasn't quite hit me that Logan will be One year old so soon. Maybe its because he still seems to be a small baby, or maybe it is me putting it off and not wanting this stage to be over. Yes I am excited for this new stage, but I'm also a little scared. I know babies bump their heads and fall down and scrap their knees. But I hate to see Logan in pain. I hate the fact that he is teething again and there isn't much I can offer to help relive the pain or pressure. That part sucks! But the most wonderful parts are seeing him grow and develop. Being there when he first sat up, watching him take his first crawling steps. Hearing his first word. All the fun we are having by clapping and high-fiving. Watching him stand by himself. And when he does take his first steps, I hope I am there to see that too. It's amazing to watch and experience with your own child. Its really the best feeling to witness this miracle.
So on to the next chapter in my charmed life. School is almost over. My first completed semester of college. On to the next at a new college. On to a new year of firsts for me and my family!